Feb 28, 2011

Debbie's not able to walk these last few days.  I'll have to go over there every now and then to make sure everything is ok.  Today is bread day and last night I was not well so I didn't finish cleaning up the kitchen.  It is going to be a challenging day.  Yesterday I sewed a skirt I've been meaning to sew for many years and finally did. Mark liked it and today I wore it to Debbie's and she really really liked it.  So I'd say I did pretty good on it and the pattern is a keeper.  I still don't feel real good.  Just chucked up in the bathroom.  I guess I won't be making bread today.   I started laundry already.  Time to go take care of the chickens.  Took care of the chickens and they gave me 4 large eggs.  Later today I got another egg, so total of 5 so far today.  That's so cool.  Must mean spring is really soon.  So today I did the laundry and cleaned the kitchen made numerous trips to Debbie house to take care of her and Eli.  She can't get meals now and needs help going potty.  Drawers up and down kind of stuff.  Walking beside her too so she doesn't fall.  I'm feeling like mourning somewhat.  Seems like I'm destined to watch my baby slowly die.  Just to be clear about it. "It is not God's fault."  But God's Word, the Bible, is the encouragement and inner strength to handle this kind of situation.